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badstar ([personal profile] badstar) wrote2007-10-10 08:26 pm

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Mmmm...work bought us pizza tonight. Yummy.

So...some of you might remember about a year and a half ago when late one night I was working on something for a grove ritual when I suddenly had this brilliant idea that I should write an Alice in Wonderland ritual. The idea was never abandoned altogether, but sorta shuffled off to the side because the only reason I had at the time was that "it would be fun." Seemed kinda pointless. The idea has popped in and out of my mind from time to time. Tonight, on my way to work it came back in a big way. At first, I couldn't figure out why and of course, I'm thinking in the context of grove ritual, why on earth would we do such a thing? (Not that we never would...but...why? What's the purpose?)

Then I realized that I'm not thinking about a ritual for a group, I'm thinking ritual for myself. I've been saying for a few years now that I constantly feel like I'm standing on a cliff about to jump off into the unknown, or standing at a constant crossroad of something. It would definitely not be out of the realm of reasonable description to say that I've been feeling lately like I'm just about to fall down the rabbit hole...so maybe this is something I need to do for myself. I will take it under serious consideration.

[identity profile] fuego.livejournal.com 2007-10-12 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
yeah, i think there is. Arg, I think the next few months are going to be...interesting.