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Mar. 1st, 2006 08:32 pmI can't wait til I can get this job thing straightened out. I've been completely haphazard with my Dedicant's Program...and the week that the job layoff was announced was when I had decided that I was going to gather al my internet bits and scraps of paper together and actully make it into something tangible.
I'm not going to quit the job search thing until I have something concrete...or, at least til I can write my name in the cement, but I think I can chill out just a bit, and I think I am going to take Saturday and do that. I'm feeling like i've completely abandoned it even though I haven't. I don't like feeling as though i've abandoned things that are crucial to me. It sorta hurts. Or maybe that's just the gods thwacking me with Ye Olde Cosmic Clue-By-Four
I'm not going to quit the job search thing until I have something concrete...or, at least til I can write my name in the cement, but I think I can chill out just a bit, and I think I am going to take Saturday and do that. I'm feeling like i've completely abandoned it even though I haven't. I don't like feeling as though i've abandoned things that are crucial to me. It sorta hurts. Or maybe that's just the gods thwacking me with Ye Olde Cosmic Clue-By-Four