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badstarIn many cases, I know I'm just preaching to the choir here but I found something on a forum that I found worth copying over here and commenting on. For the sake of your eyes, I've copied and pasted the text upon which I am commenting but if you want to see the original site, go here:
http://www.deardiary.net/show/diaries/721/1131235200
This is just an example of what I find particularly disturbing about some of the more extreme anything goes "new age" beliefs/philosophies/whatever you want to call it. In a nutshell, it says "Do whatever you want! If it feels right to you it must be right!" I'm going to cut this one because it's really long, but if you read it, this particular one isn't just saying you can believe whatever you want, or other ideas that might be ridiculous but relatively harmless. This one actually lists signs of potential health problems and says "Oh, don't worry, this is perfectly normal". This person does not specify where they got the information they posted.
I have received my calling from the 11:11 source. (Have you noticed double digits lately yourself like checking out and it totals $3.33 or $4.44 or waking up at 11:11?) It has happened to me in the past but now it is a very prominent part of my daily life. Got in the car for the weekly meet up with hubster and trip meter read 11:11. Very odd.
I found this about the 11:11 theory of Ascension from a wonderful group that I am in that explains about it more.
Or maybe it's coincidental? But this is nothing compared to some of the other stuff.
IS ASCENSION REALLY HAPPENING?
Most definitely. The Earth has evolved to a point where she is ready to
move to a higher frequency dimension. This is a normal evolutionary step
for all life in the universe. This process is called Ascension. The
dimension is the 5th. Everyone and everything ascends when their energy
vibration reaches a specific frequency of Light.
There are many different forms of life upon Earth, e.g. humanity, animals,
minerals, trees, etc. Anything that lives within the natural flow of
Divine Order will have a similar band of vibration to the Earth and as
such can automatically ascend with her. An example of living in Divine
Order can be seen in the response of plants and animals to the different
seasons.
Everyone on Earth is deciding now, on some level, whether they choose to
align with that Divine order and so ascend to the 5th dimension or if they
wish to continue their learning in the 3rd dimension. Third dimensional
learning involves experiencing many different situations to help teach us
greater wisdom and love.
Anyone involved in this learning, such as humanity and some animal
species, are at different points of vibration, depending on the learning
attained. Living positively creates a high level of vibration. Negative
patterns, such as fear, create a lower vibration.
This part just gives me a toothache. not much to see here. Move along.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING!!
You don’t need to know what you are doing! It is not part of the contract!
It is usually the mind or ego that wants to know the details and
significance. Spirit is content to surrender to Divine Order, simply doing
what feels right, without hesitation, in total faith and trust - and
moving on to the next exciting moment.
You don't need to know what you're doing. Just do what feels right. Don't hesitate. Total faith and trust!
Okay, I'm going to walk out in traffic on I-83 at rush hour. without hesitation, and trusting that I can cross to the other side untouched.
Yeah yeah "that's not really what they're talking about". But they said "what feels right", no qualifiers.
AM I A LIGHTWORKER?
If you have a desire to help – even if you don’t know what form that help
may take – the answer is yes.
no commentary here.
HOW DO I KNOW I AM HELPING?
If you are doing what feels right, regardless of what it is – you are
helping. Providing it resonates, you are doing what you came here to do.
Interest, excitement and what resonates and feels right deep within – will
show your right path, moment by moment. Trust your gut feeling.
Once again, "if it feels right..."
Seriously, have they not stopped to consider that some things really are just WRONG?
DO I NEED ALL THE DETAILS TO PLAN MY WORK?
Only if it feels right and excites you. When we surrender and use
intuition, we don’t generally need much of the detail and significance
that make up our 3D world. If you do need details or need to ‘think it
out,’ it will feel right in the moment to do that. This is quite different
to working it out through the mind because you think you have to. If you
are meant to do something that needs a particular energy, such as an
eclipse or full moon energy, then providing you plan intuitively – that
will be present. Mostly, you could go ahead and plan without ever knowing
there was to be a full moon that day. However, there will always be
exceptions. It could be, for some Divine reason, you do need to know there
will be a full moon that day. If so, that will feel right! Generally, if
you have planned intuitively, then everything that is meant to be there,
will be there. Some Light workers tasks do involve significance and detail.
Remember a feeling of rightness is senior to anything – even statements by
‘authorities’ or ascended masters.
no additional commentary.
DO I NEED TO ATTEND LOTS OF WORKSHOPS?
Whether it is a workshop, a book or anything else, if it excites you - do
it. If it don’t - don’t. Just because it helped someone else, doesn't’t
meant it is right for you. Your indication of excitement is your path.
My roommate gets really excited about the idea of taking a chainsaw to people she doesn't like. Guess she;s on the right path. Who knew?
IS IT NECESSARY TO WORK ON FORMING A LIGHT BODY?
The vast majority of Light workers already have a Light body. You left it
stored ‘up there’ until it was needed. You are in the process of
integrating it. If by any chance you don’t already have one, it is being
created. This is part of the balancing that takes place for ascension. You
don’t usually have to do anything in particular. It happens naturally, as
you re-adopt your mastery. As you surrender to Divine Order, it just
happens.
Um, okay.
AM I WHERE I AM MEANT TO BE?
Well, check it. Ask yourself ‘If I could be anywhere in the world doing
anything I want, right now, where would I be?’ If your answer is ‘right
here doing what I am doing,’ then you are following your intuitive
guidance in that moment and you are where you’re meant to be.
Say it with me, boys and girls... "If it feels right..."
HOW DO I KNOW IF MY EGO IS IN CONTROL?
If you are looking around to see who has noticed, that is a pretty good
indicator! You could also ask yourself, ‘If I never tell anyone that I am
doing this, and no-one is ever going to know, do I still want to do it?
Give yourself a truthful answer.
Okay, this little bit makes a lot of sense. I'll give them that.
HOW DO I KNOW IF I AM LINKED TO A NEGATIVE ENERGY?
You have a great gift – it is the ability to sense when a situation or
someone, does not feel right for you. Be aware of your initial feeling and
trust it. No matter if the whole world thinks that that this presenter,
technique, book, product or guru is simply the best, trust your intuition
every time. You could save yourself untold anguish! A lack of confidence
in yourself and a failure to trust your own knowing can really land you in
hot water!
Errr....I'm not sure what to say to this.
HOW DO I RECOGNIZE TRUTH?
Your heart tells you – every time. All you need to do is trust your
intuition when it speaks to you. As you read or listen to something, note
if anything does not feel right. It could be just a word or a sentence.
Don’t dismiss your feelings….. never accept something that feels wrong.
Never ever ever ever ever ever ever. Feelings always know what's true. they never lie or mislead you.
WHY AM I LOSING MY MEMORY?
Because you are leaving the 3D world where one uses memory in order to
know something. You are heading for the 5th dimension where KNOWING is the
way to operate. Your memory is disappearing to encourage you to use your
ability to respond intuitively. It is time now to simply know what you
need to know in any given moment. Losing your memory is a positive
happening! It affects all age groups. It applies particularly to
Light workers who have been here a long time.
Okay, THIS is one of those really disturbing things. Nevermind that memory loss can be a sign of any number of physical or mental health issues. Losing your memory is GOOD!!
WHY IS MY EYESIGHT AFFECTED?
Everyone wanting to ascend has to bring all aspects of themselves into
balance, in order to attain the right frequency of vibration. This
includes merging with your I AM Presence (which is the non-incarnated part
of you). Your eyesight has to adjust and it can become difficult to read
small print in bad lighting. (Other types of eyesight problems will have a
different reason). You don’t need an optician. Just buy a pair of the
lowest magnification glasses until this adjustment is completed. It may
take a while. This depends on you. The more positive you are, the faster
your I AM can merge with you. The more the I AM merges, the more help you
are given to be positive.
Again...signs of potentially serious problems. Vision issues could mean you need reading glasses...or they could mean you have a brain tumor. Or any number of things in between.
But no, just be positive and buy a pair of drugstore reading glasses. don't bother being evaluated by an eye doctor.
I DON’T SEEM TO GET EVERYTHING DONE?
You are leaving the 3rd dimension and ‘time’ - and are heading to the 5th
dimensional realm of the ‘eternal moment.’ There is no time in the 5th,
because it is not required for 5th dimensional learning. As the Earth
moves to ‘no time,’ her frequency increases and she ‘loses’ time. We have
now lost 6 hours and 54 minutes on a day. This, combined with the fact
that you try to do things you think you ‘should’ and ‘need’ to do, is the
reason you are not getting it all done. Cancel all the shoulds, musts and
needs in your life. Do only what feels right. It may not always feel
exciting and it may not always be pleasant, but it will feel right to do
it. Sometimes our emotions and thoughts get in the way and confuse us. Put
these reactions aside and check if it ‘feels’ right.
Yeah, don't worry about work, paying your bills, cooking dinner for the kids, bathing....they're just "shoulds" and if they don't feel right, ditch 'em.
ISN’T IT SELFISH TO DO WHAT FEELS RIGHT TO ME?
No, it is selfless. There is only one Divine Order. Everyone who operates
within its natural flow is in the right place, at the right time, giving
the best help they can in that moment. Have courage and trust that,
despite reactions others may have, your actions are also right for them
(as indeed their actions are for you, if they are operating intuitively).
Perhaps their response comes from their mind or ego. Perhaps you are
helping them bring their emotions to the surface. You don’t need to know
the why. Just do it, let go of any expectations of what you think should
happen and carry on with what feels right in the next moment… and the
next……and the next.
Ultimate justification! "What feels right" is really selfless!!!
HOW DO I STOP THINKING ALL THE TIME?
Take 10 minutes a day when you won’t be disturbed. Become still. Whenever
a thought comes into your head – say CANCEL. Continue to focus on the
silence. Don’t give a seconds of your attention to any thought. Don’t
relax your discipline. Do this every day until the mind realizes it is no
longer in control. The mind will become quiet, responding only when called
upon by you – Spirit. It doesn't’t have to take long.
Okay, periods of clearing your mind and meditation are not bad things. Again, I give them that.
HOW DO I STOP EMOTIONAL CHAOS IN MY LIFE?
Spot your lessons early. If you react to a person or situation, be are of
it and let your reaction go. If you don’t let it go or you fail to notice
your reaction, you will continue attracting tougher and more traumatic
situations, until you get the message! Spotting it early means you don’t
get into horrendous traumas! Don’t bury or suppress your emotional
reaction. If you do, you’ll have to create more situations to bring them
to the surface again.
I think this whole "lesson" thing here is kinda ridiculous..."if you're in a bad situation and don't respond correctly, you're going to get worse and worse til you get the lesson! Nooooooooooo!"
Maybe sometimes....everyone has life lessons to learn. But often sucky things just come up. Yes, you're in control of your reaction (potentially debilitating issues and dire circumstances of multiple sorts aside) That creating more situations thing is...on the fence. Want to try and overcome a phobia? Yeah, you're going to probably have to create situations. Want to learn how to deal with some difficult situation in a calm, rational manner? Yeah, it'll probably take some practice. Need to teach yourself some grand, mystical cosmic lesson to get to the next dimension? Huh?
HOW DO I GET INTO MY HEART?
Get out of your head and ego - and there is no place left to go. Well OK,
it is a matter of discipline. Do spot checks on yourself. A few times in
the day, ask yourself ‘Am I in my head or my heart?’ If you see that
you’re thinking about what to do – stop, take a deep breath and move into
your heart. Ask yourself what you would like to be doing in that moment?
What would make your heart sing and not sink? Then do it. Or at least put
the steps into motion to start doing it.
Whatever you do, don't think. Just stop thinking. Thinking is bad
Yeah, thre are times when you need to go with your heart. But to completely disengage brain...bad idea.
HOW DO I LEARN TO LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY?
Be aware every time you criticize, judge or condemn anyone, including
yourself. And stop doing it. Apply the discipline necessary to demand from
yourself, a positive, loving outlook. Never let yourself get away with a
negative thought. You may like to look at the following possibilities.
‘Everyone is doing the best they can, with the data they have at hand’.
‘Everyone on the planet is helping everyone else.’
Yes, that's it. Lie to yourself. Never criticize anything, ever. Cause all criticism is absolutely detrimental. Oh, and it requires that you think, which you're not supposed to be doing anyway.
WHO WILL SHOW ME THE WAY?
You are shown signs in the everyday events of your life. All you need to
do is be in the present moment in order to see them. If you are ‘spaced
out’ or too ‘grounded,’ you can miss what is happening in front of you.
There are no leaders. The process of ascension requires a regaining of
inner mastery. For this reason, you are encouraged to seek your own inner
truth and be your own leader. Remember the Wizard of Oz and ‘follow the
yellow brick road’? The answers are found within.
We are all equal. If you understand this, you will not feel called to hand
your power over to guru’s and leaders who we think are better than us.
Often through a lack of self-confidence, we hand our power to someone we
believe may be helping. In this way, we hope that at least then we will be
helping. Handing our power over can be as simple as adoring a photo of
someone and ‘thinking’ your energy in their direction. Be aware of the
links you make – some are not what they seem to be!! Your first inner gut
reaction shows you.
Yeah, yeah, more "If it feels right..."
HOW DO I ENSURE I AM CONNECTED TO HIGHEST LIGHT?
Decrees can be used to assist for this. To ensure you are aligned to
Highest Light, do the following: -
"By Divine Decree, In the Name of God, I invoke the Sacred Violet Flame,
to transmute in this moment - every thought, link, alliance, connection or
allegiance to any negative Being, energy or object - that I have made -
knowingly or unknowingly - in this Universe, where this is not in
accordance with - the Highest Source of All Creation and the Divine Plan
for Earth.
I AM’ now fully aligned in all my lower and higher bodies to - the Highest
Source of All Creation.
I give permission under Universal Law, for any and all sacred codes and
mathematical programs that I am responsible for, that I carry, have
carried or will carry, to be brought NOW into a state of purity in
accordance with Divine Order and to be held in such a state forever, in
accordance with Divine Higher Will. So Be It. It is done." You will need
to say it 3 times.
The easiest way to stay free of non-optimum connections is…. never doubt
your ability to know what is right for you.
All I can say to this is that I'm moving on before I go into a diabetic coma from reading it.
DO I NEED TO BE ABLE TO CHANNEL?
Everyone is a channel of Light and healing in some form. Regarding
channeling specific material from the ascended realms, if this was a part
of your agreement then, ego aside, becoming a channel will resonate with
you. If all the planet’s billions of people were meant to channel as a
pre-requisite to ascension, we might be here for another 26,000-year
cycle! If you are meant to channel, then you will already be trained for
it (as were all Light workers for their particular jobs), so you won’t need
to go somewhere to ‘learn to channel.’ Although channeling appears to
have some glamor attached to it, it is just another job. It doesn't’t mean
someone is more evolved or special. If channeling is addressed with
humility, surrender and service, then a high level of truth can be brought
through. If these qualities are not present, channeling can be distorted
as it is filters through the lower bodies. Because there was no original
agreement made with the higher realms, people who channel from an ego
desire, often encourage lower dimensional beings who profess to be from
higher dimensions. We all ultimately learn the value of following what
truly resonates in our heart to do. Therein lies the joy.
ditto.
HOW DO I ACT AS A MASTER WHEN I FEEL LIKE A VICTIM?
Stop feeling like a victim. What is left is the alternative - a Master.
It's that simple, folks. If you've endured trauma, there's no recovery process. Just stop feeling like a victimized and everything will be jim-dandy.
But how do you stop feeling like a victim? Oh, however feels right, don't think about it, let your heart tell you how.
HOW DO I RECOGNIZE MIS-INFORMATION?
If you feel something isn’t right, it isn’t! Trust your inherent ability
to distinguish the difference.
Nothing is more reliable than your own inner guidance. Trust it with all
your heart and soul. Be your own counsel. If you perceive a negative
energy, you don’t need to also decide that this energy is good or bad,
right or wrong. That is a third dimensional belief pattern of judgment.
The goal of negative energy is to further people away from source. As a
Light worker, this would not be a goal you would align with, so you may
choose to withdraw your support, energy and power from this activity.
However, you don’t also need to withdraw your unconditional love.
‘Unconditional’ means just that. It doesn't’t mean ‘I will only love you if
you work with positive energy and do things that I think are right!’
If anyone can make sense of this, let me know.
WHEN WILL I ASCEND?
This occurs when it is completely right in Divine Order. You don’t get
whisked out of here at an inappropriate moment. It is not something that
is done to you! Ascension is a do-it-yourself affair. You go when you are
ready. For ascension to occur you will have completed what you came to
Earth to do. Any dense energies in your emotional and mental bodies will
have been transmuted into a higher frequency. You will be in balance. Your
outlook will be one of joy, harmony and peace. You will not still be
making statements like ‘When the heck do I get out of here!’ and ‘I hope
this is my last physical incarnation!’ Your desire to leave will be equal
to your desire to remain. When all this is in order, you may find yourself
ascending with your Twin Flame and heading for the ‘completion of mission’
banquet!?
Completion of mission banquet? Woohoo, I'm ready let's go right now....when do I get the heck outta here...oh, damn, I just negated my own ascension...
SO WHAT DO I NEED TO DO?
Be yourself. This means LET GO of everything that is not YOU - all the
barriers you have erected, all the beliefs, justifications, criticisms,
judgments, negative thoughts, unwanted emotions, the ‘shoulds, needs and
musts’ and the effort you put into controlling your life.
The idea of letting go or surrendering control can bring up fear in us.
But there is nothing to fear. You don’t lose your identity and become
absorbed into some great unknown! Surrendering means you are more in tune
with the consciousness of the universe. This helps you act with a deep
understanding of what is best for whole Self. The real you – Spirit - has
a caring, love and depth of compassion that goes far beyond what you
experience though your emotional body. Surrendering brings an ease and joy
to life that will make you wonder why you didn’t do it earlier.
All you need to do is stop thinking.
AND IN A WORD!
Intuition. (inner- tuition)
WHEN YOU LET GO AND LET GOD –
You are - giving the best help possible; completing your agreements;
balancing your karma; merging with your I Am Presence; integrating or
creating your Lightbody; becoming the God qualities you have chosen to
reflect on Earth; transmuting any dense energies in your lower bodies;
resuming your power, wisdom, abilities and mastery; passing or exchanging
any necessary codes to people or places; receiving highest guidance;
experiencing a stunning sequence of synchronicities; on your ascension
path; connecting with the right people; attracting the signs to show you
the way; in the right place at the right time; merging closer with your
Twin Flame; experiencing situations optimum for your learning; aware you
have the abilities and powers you need in any given moment; positive,
confident, aware, wise, loving, compassionate, understanding,
non-judgmental and centred; regaining your multi-dimensional awareness;
completing your contract; moving into inner joy; fun, excitement,
fulfillment and love; trusting yourself and the absolute perfection and
magnificence of the process of Divine Order -
WHEN YOU LET GO AND LET GOD
Huh????
Ascension Symptoms
how do you know you're "ascending"?
Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or in
intense energy; feeling stress. Remember, you are
adjusting to a higher vibration and you will
eventually adjust. Old patterns, behaviors and
beliefs are also being pushed to the surface. There
is a lot going on inside of you!
Everyone feels stress. Hmm...guess we're all ascending, like it or not.
A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you
are; a loss of a sense of place. You are not in 3D
anymore, as you have moved or in the process of
moving into the higher realms.
Never bother to consider that disorientation can be a warning of other things, mental, emotional and medical.
Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts
of your body. You are purifying and releasing
blocked energy vibrating at 3D while you are
vibrating in a higher dimension.
Again, nevermind that there could be medical issues causing this.
Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. As you
progress, waking at 5 a.m. Much is going on in your
dream state. You can't be there for long lengths of
time and need a break. This is also the "cleansing
and releasing" hour.
Oh, ok...so those who wake up at 5am are more advanced than those who wake beetween 2 and 4. Gotcha.
Memory loss. Difficulty accessing words. A great
abundance of short term memory loss and only vague
remembrances of your past. You are in more than one
dimension at a time, and going back and forth as
part of the transition (you are experiencing a
"disconnect"). Also, your past is part of the Old,
and the Old is forever gone. Being in the Now is
the way of the New World!
Yes, please do encourage people to regard memory loss as a good thing, and not a potential sign of medical problems. it's one thing for something to slip your mind on occasion, but "A great
abundance of short term memory loss and only vague remembrances of your past." needs to be discussed with a freakin' doctor.
"Seeing" and "hearing" things. You are experiencing
different dimenions as you transition, all according
to how sensitive you are and how you are wired.
Perfectly commonplace for some people, but potentially a sign of something severely wrong for some people.
Loss of identity. You try to access the Old you,
but it is no longer there. You may not know who you
are looking at in the mirror! You have cleared much
of your old patterns and are now embodying much more
light and a simpler, more purified divine you. All
is in order....you're OK.
Potential sign of mental health issues.
Feeling "out of body". You may feel as though
someone is talking, but it is not you. Our bodies
are the last to catch up and are not in the same
place as the rest of us. In addition, this
phenomenon can also occur as it is our natural
defense mechanism of survival when we are under
acute stress or feeling traumatized or out of
control. Your body is going through a lot and you
may not want to be in it. At one point, my ascension
guide told me that this was a way of easing the
transition process, and that I did not need to
experience what my body was going through.
Another potential sign of serious mental health issues.
Periods of deep sleeping. You are resting from all
the acclimating and are integrating, as well as
building up for the next phase.
And sometimes you're just really tired. Or it could be a sign of depression.
Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings.
Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and
various other stimulations are barely tolerable. You
also overwhelm very easily and become easily
overstimulated. You are tuning up! Know that this
will eventually pass.
Or you might be sensory defensive.
Dizziness, loss of balance, back and neck pain,
ringing in the ears, "gritty" eyes, blurred vision
(very common), insomnia, and heart palpitations with
difficulty breathing (also very common).
Headaches.
Crying about anything, whether wonderful or sad.
A multitude of symptoms that can be indicative of a dizzying (no pun intended) array of physical and mental issues.
Not remembering the meaning of anything. When I was
in an intense period of the transitional process and
we were in the throws of a substantial energy thrust
into the higher realms, I remember looking at a
trashcan and not knowing what it was for. I had to
access my memory of the "old" and reach far. What
was happening was that I was vibrating at a point
where everything only possesses the meaning and
identity that we give it. In the higher realms,
energy is just energy with no label or meaning. All
is fresh and new. Sort of a Course In Miracles
undoing process, without the "trying".
Here with the loss of memory again. Seriously folks.
Difficulty in remembering what you did or who you
talked to a day or sometimes just an hour before. In
the higher realms, reality is very much in the
moment. If we do not hold something in our
consciousness, it simply ceases to exist. We have no
attachments. We are creating our own world around us
through our beliefs and thoughts and what we do not
"hold onto" does not exist. Everything is brand new
as we are starting completely over, moment to
moment. We can tap into whatever we choose to at any
moment and create and experience just that. This
state comes and goes, but is practice for living in
the higher realms. It can feel a bit creepy when it
occurs.
Good grief, more loss of memory. Since when did this become a GOOD thing?
You don't feel like doing anything. You are in a
rest period, "rebooting". Your body knows what it
needs. In addition, when you begin reaching the
higher realms, "doing" and "making things happen"
becomes obsolete as the New energies support the
feminine of basking, receiving, creating, self-care
and nurturing. Ask the Universe to "bring" you what
you want while you are enjoying yourself and having
fun!
whaaaaaaat?
An intolerance for lower vibrational things (of the
3D) reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal
structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally
make you feel “sick” inside. You are in a higher
vibration and your energies are no longer in
alignment. You are being "pushed" to move
forward.....to "be" and create the New. In addition,
you may feel like staying home or just being alone
as much of everything "out there" no longer matches
the higher vibration of YOU.
I have a great intolerance for this list. Guess I exist at a higher level than it does.
A loss of desire for food. Your body is adjusting to
a new, higher state of being. Also, part of you does
not want to be here anymore in the Old.
more potential medical or mental issues here.
A sudden disappearance of friends, activities,
habits, jobs and residences. You are evolving beyond
what you used to be, and these people and
surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New
will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better!
Because you've fucking alienated them all with your "doing whatever feels right" and exhibiting signs of thirty-seven different medical and psychological conditions at the same blasted time but insisting that they're all "symptoms of ascension." you wanted this, didn't you?
You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore.
When you try to do your usual routine and
activities, it feels downright awful. Same as above.
I absolutely cannot continue to read this list. But somehow...I...will...go...on....
Days of extreme fatigue. Your body is losing density
and going through intense restructuring.
Is the medical community aware of this sort of thing? Restructuring? How are these peple supposed to go to the doctor for proper medical treatment after "restructuring" and "losing density"?
Oh, wait...they don't have to go to the doctor because there's nothing wrong. Ever.
A need to eat often along with what feels like
attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain (especially
in the abdominal area). A craving for protein. You
are requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this
ascension process. Weight gain with an inability to
loose it no matter what you do is one of the most
typical experiences. Trust that your body knows what
it is doing.
(Note: The body seems to need this extra weight for
processing and holding these New higher vibrations.
In addition, the liver goes on overdrive as it is
rapidly processing and detoxing. An overtaxed liver
can lead to abdominal weight gain and frequent
waking around 3 a.m. (the liver hour in oriental
medicine). Liver supports that can be helpful are
milk thistle, casual walks, breathing and trusting
in the future.)
And don't bother worrying that you might be hypoglycemic or diabetic. Or that it could be caused by that total lack of desire for food. Oh, and if you've gained eight lately but can't lose it, don't worry...it's ok. Cravings for protein have no relation whatsoever to low blood sugar.
Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping. Our
emotions are our outlet for release, and we are
releasing a lot.
There's no possibility that you might just be having a sucky day week.
A wanting to go Home, as if everything is OVER and
you don't belong here anymore. We are returning to
Source. Everything IS over. (But many of us are
staying to experience and create the New World).
Also, our old plans for coming have been completed.
No, this doesn't sound potentially suicidal at all...
Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing
a mental illness of some sort. You are rapidly
experiencing several dimensions and greatly opening.
Much is available to you now. You are just not used
to it. Your awareness has been heightened and your
barriers are gone. This will pass and you will
eventually feel very at Home like you have never
felt before, as Home is now here.
Anxiety and panic and feelings of hysteria. Your ego
is losing much of itself and is afraid. It may feel
as if everything is ending (most of everything
is!).Your system is also on overload. Things are
happening to you that you may not understand. You
are also losing behavior patterns of a lower
vibration that you developed for survival in 3D.
This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless.
These patterns and behaviors you are losing are not
needed in the higher realms. This will pass and you
will eventually feel so much love, safety and unity.
Just wait!
Depression. The outer world may not be in alignment
with the New, higher vibrational you. It doesn't
feel so good out there. You are also releasing
lower, darker energies and you are "seeing" through
them. Hang in there!
No...none of these are ever to be taken as any indication that there might be something seriously wrong that needs to be discussed with a member of the mental health profession.
Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams. You are
releasing many, many lifetimes of lower vibrational
energy. Many are now reporting that they are
experiencing beautiful dreams. Your dream state will
eventually improve and you will enjoy it again.
Some experience this releasing while awake. My
mother commented one day that she believed I was
having nightmares in the daytime!
not much to comment on the subject of dreams.
Night sweats and hot flashes. Your body is
"heating" up as it burns off residue.
more potential symptoms of medical issues.
Your plans suddenly change in mid-stream and go in a
completely different direction. Your soul is
balancing out your energy. It usually feels GREAT in
this new direction, as your soul knows more than you
do! It is breaking your “rut” choices and vibration.
and sometimes it just happens.
You have created a situation that seems like your
worst nightmare, with many “worst nightmare” aspects
to it. Your soul is guiding you into “stretching”
into aspects of yourself where you were lacking, or
into “toning down” aspects where you had an 3
overabundance. Your energy is just balancing itself.
Finding your way to peace through this situation is
the test you have set up for yourself. This is YOUR
journey, and your soul would not have set it up if
you weren't ready. You are the one who finds your
way out and you will. Looking back, you will have
gratitude for the experience and be a different
person.
I know, and I know that there are plenty of other people reading this that know that all kinds of wacky things happen as a result of intense spiritual/religious experience, but to look at many of the things on this list and just chalk them up to signs of "evolving to a higher dimension" or...whatever... without consideration to other possible causes is stupid at best.
Thee may be some folks reading this who have been following my LJ for a while and wondering about me and my own advice. Yes, I can pull a small list of issues from this that were the exact issues that prompted me to start seeing a therapist myself...and alarger list of issues appearing on the list that have been discussed thus far.
There are also a couple of physical issues that I have experienced listed here which I have discussed with doctors in the past and determined that nothing is particularly wrong with me. For example, I know when my blood sugar drops...it's usually a result of me not eating for 8, 12 hours or more...if I'm not hungry, I just don't eat. Simple equation.
So no, I'm not just being a woo-woo floof bat and not taking my own advice.
http://www.deardiary.net/show/diaries/721/1131235200
This is just an example of what I find particularly disturbing about some of the more extreme anything goes "new age" beliefs/philosophies/whatever you want to call it. In a nutshell, it says "Do whatever you want! If it feels right to you it must be right!" I'm going to cut this one because it's really long, but if you read it, this particular one isn't just saying you can believe whatever you want, or other ideas that might be ridiculous but relatively harmless. This one actually lists signs of potential health problems and says "Oh, don't worry, this is perfectly normal". This person does not specify where they got the information they posted.
I have received my calling from the 11:11 source. (Have you noticed double digits lately yourself like checking out and it totals $3.33 or $4.44 or waking up at 11:11?) It has happened to me in the past but now it is a very prominent part of my daily life. Got in the car for the weekly meet up with hubster and trip meter read 11:11. Very odd.
I found this about the 11:11 theory of Ascension from a wonderful group that I am in that explains about it more.
Or maybe it's coincidental? But this is nothing compared to some of the other stuff.
IS ASCENSION REALLY HAPPENING?
Most definitely. The Earth has evolved to a point where she is ready to
move to a higher frequency dimension. This is a normal evolutionary step
for all life in the universe. This process is called Ascension. The
dimension is the 5th. Everyone and everything ascends when their energy
vibration reaches a specific frequency of Light.
There are many different forms of life upon Earth, e.g. humanity, animals,
minerals, trees, etc. Anything that lives within the natural flow of
Divine Order will have a similar band of vibration to the Earth and as
such can automatically ascend with her. An example of living in Divine
Order can be seen in the response of plants and animals to the different
seasons.
Everyone on Earth is deciding now, on some level, whether they choose to
align with that Divine order and so ascend to the 5th dimension or if they
wish to continue their learning in the 3rd dimension. Third dimensional
learning involves experiencing many different situations to help teach us
greater wisdom and love.
Anyone involved in this learning, such as humanity and some animal
species, are at different points of vibration, depending on the learning
attained. Living positively creates a high level of vibration. Negative
patterns, such as fear, create a lower vibration.
This part just gives me a toothache. not much to see here. Move along.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING!!
You don’t need to know what you are doing! It is not part of the contract!
It is usually the mind or ego that wants to know the details and
significance. Spirit is content to surrender to Divine Order, simply doing
what feels right, without hesitation, in total faith and trust - and
moving on to the next exciting moment.
You don't need to know what you're doing. Just do what feels right. Don't hesitate. Total faith and trust!
Okay, I'm going to walk out in traffic on I-83 at rush hour. without hesitation, and trusting that I can cross to the other side untouched.
Yeah yeah "that's not really what they're talking about". But they said "what feels right", no qualifiers.
AM I A LIGHTWORKER?
If you have a desire to help – even if you don’t know what form that help
may take – the answer is yes.
no commentary here.
HOW DO I KNOW I AM HELPING?
If you are doing what feels right, regardless of what it is – you are
helping. Providing it resonates, you are doing what you came here to do.
Interest, excitement and what resonates and feels right deep within – will
show your right path, moment by moment. Trust your gut feeling.
Once again, "if it feels right..."
Seriously, have they not stopped to consider that some things really are just WRONG?
DO I NEED ALL THE DETAILS TO PLAN MY WORK?
Only if it feels right and excites you. When we surrender and use
intuition, we don’t generally need much of the detail and significance
that make up our 3D world. If you do need details or need to ‘think it
out,’ it will feel right in the moment to do that. This is quite different
to working it out through the mind because you think you have to. If you
are meant to do something that needs a particular energy, such as an
eclipse or full moon energy, then providing you plan intuitively – that
will be present. Mostly, you could go ahead and plan without ever knowing
there was to be a full moon that day. However, there will always be
exceptions. It could be, for some Divine reason, you do need to know there
will be a full moon that day. If so, that will feel right! Generally, if
you have planned intuitively, then everything that is meant to be there,
will be there. Some Light workers tasks do involve significance and detail.
Remember a feeling of rightness is senior to anything – even statements by
‘authorities’ or ascended masters.
no additional commentary.
DO I NEED TO ATTEND LOTS OF WORKSHOPS?
Whether it is a workshop, a book or anything else, if it excites you - do
it. If it don’t - don’t. Just because it helped someone else, doesn't’t
meant it is right for you. Your indication of excitement is your path.
My roommate gets really excited about the idea of taking a chainsaw to people she doesn't like. Guess she;s on the right path. Who knew?
IS IT NECESSARY TO WORK ON FORMING A LIGHT BODY?
The vast majority of Light workers already have a Light body. You left it
stored ‘up there’ until it was needed. You are in the process of
integrating it. If by any chance you don’t already have one, it is being
created. This is part of the balancing that takes place for ascension. You
don’t usually have to do anything in particular. It happens naturally, as
you re-adopt your mastery. As you surrender to Divine Order, it just
happens.
Um, okay.
AM I WHERE I AM MEANT TO BE?
Well, check it. Ask yourself ‘If I could be anywhere in the world doing
anything I want, right now, where would I be?’ If your answer is ‘right
here doing what I am doing,’ then you are following your intuitive
guidance in that moment and you are where you’re meant to be.
Say it with me, boys and girls... "If it feels right..."
HOW DO I KNOW IF MY EGO IS IN CONTROL?
If you are looking around to see who has noticed, that is a pretty good
indicator! You could also ask yourself, ‘If I never tell anyone that I am
doing this, and no-one is ever going to know, do I still want to do it?
Give yourself a truthful answer.
Okay, this little bit makes a lot of sense. I'll give them that.
HOW DO I KNOW IF I AM LINKED TO A NEGATIVE ENERGY?
You have a great gift – it is the ability to sense when a situation or
someone, does not feel right for you. Be aware of your initial feeling and
trust it. No matter if the whole world thinks that that this presenter,
technique, book, product or guru is simply the best, trust your intuition
every time. You could save yourself untold anguish! A lack of confidence
in yourself and a failure to trust your own knowing can really land you in
hot water!
Errr....I'm not sure what to say to this.
HOW DO I RECOGNIZE TRUTH?
Your heart tells you – every time. All you need to do is trust your
intuition when it speaks to you. As you read or listen to something, note
if anything does not feel right. It could be just a word or a sentence.
Don’t dismiss your feelings….. never accept something that feels wrong.
Never ever ever ever ever ever ever. Feelings always know what's true. they never lie or mislead you.
WHY AM I LOSING MY MEMORY?
Because you are leaving the 3D world where one uses memory in order to
know something. You are heading for the 5th dimension where KNOWING is the
way to operate. Your memory is disappearing to encourage you to use your
ability to respond intuitively. It is time now to simply know what you
need to know in any given moment. Losing your memory is a positive
happening! It affects all age groups. It applies particularly to
Light workers who have been here a long time.
Okay, THIS is one of those really disturbing things. Nevermind that memory loss can be a sign of any number of physical or mental health issues. Losing your memory is GOOD!!
WHY IS MY EYESIGHT AFFECTED?
Everyone wanting to ascend has to bring all aspects of themselves into
balance, in order to attain the right frequency of vibration. This
includes merging with your I AM Presence (which is the non-incarnated part
of you). Your eyesight has to adjust and it can become difficult to read
small print in bad lighting. (Other types of eyesight problems will have a
different reason). You don’t need an optician. Just buy a pair of the
lowest magnification glasses until this adjustment is completed. It may
take a while. This depends on you. The more positive you are, the faster
your I AM can merge with you. The more the I AM merges, the more help you
are given to be positive.
Again...signs of potentially serious problems. Vision issues could mean you need reading glasses...or they could mean you have a brain tumor. Or any number of things in between.
But no, just be positive and buy a pair of drugstore reading glasses. don't bother being evaluated by an eye doctor.
I DON’T SEEM TO GET EVERYTHING DONE?
You are leaving the 3rd dimension and ‘time’ - and are heading to the 5th
dimensional realm of the ‘eternal moment.’ There is no time in the 5th,
because it is not required for 5th dimensional learning. As the Earth
moves to ‘no time,’ her frequency increases and she ‘loses’ time. We have
now lost 6 hours and 54 minutes on a day. This, combined with the fact
that you try to do things you think you ‘should’ and ‘need’ to do, is the
reason you are not getting it all done. Cancel all the shoulds, musts and
needs in your life. Do only what feels right. It may not always feel
exciting and it may not always be pleasant, but it will feel right to do
it. Sometimes our emotions and thoughts get in the way and confuse us. Put
these reactions aside and check if it ‘feels’ right.
Yeah, don't worry about work, paying your bills, cooking dinner for the kids, bathing....they're just "shoulds" and if they don't feel right, ditch 'em.
ISN’T IT SELFISH TO DO WHAT FEELS RIGHT TO ME?
No, it is selfless. There is only one Divine Order. Everyone who operates
within its natural flow is in the right place, at the right time, giving
the best help they can in that moment. Have courage and trust that,
despite reactions others may have, your actions are also right for them
(as indeed their actions are for you, if they are operating intuitively).
Perhaps their response comes from their mind or ego. Perhaps you are
helping them bring their emotions to the surface. You don’t need to know
the why. Just do it, let go of any expectations of what you think should
happen and carry on with what feels right in the next moment… and the
next……and the next.
Ultimate justification! "What feels right" is really selfless!!!
HOW DO I STOP THINKING ALL THE TIME?
Take 10 minutes a day when you won’t be disturbed. Become still. Whenever
a thought comes into your head – say CANCEL. Continue to focus on the
silence. Don’t give a seconds of your attention to any thought. Don’t
relax your discipline. Do this every day until the mind realizes it is no
longer in control. The mind will become quiet, responding only when called
upon by you – Spirit. It doesn't’t have to take long.
Okay, periods of clearing your mind and meditation are not bad things. Again, I give them that.
HOW DO I STOP EMOTIONAL CHAOS IN MY LIFE?
Spot your lessons early. If you react to a person or situation, be are of
it and let your reaction go. If you don’t let it go or you fail to notice
your reaction, you will continue attracting tougher and more traumatic
situations, until you get the message! Spotting it early means you don’t
get into horrendous traumas! Don’t bury or suppress your emotional
reaction. If you do, you’ll have to create more situations to bring them
to the surface again.
I think this whole "lesson" thing here is kinda ridiculous..."if you're in a bad situation and don't respond correctly, you're going to get worse and worse til you get the lesson! Nooooooooooo!"
Maybe sometimes....everyone has life lessons to learn. But often sucky things just come up. Yes, you're in control of your reaction (potentially debilitating issues and dire circumstances of multiple sorts aside) That creating more situations thing is...on the fence. Want to try and overcome a phobia? Yeah, you're going to probably have to create situations. Want to learn how to deal with some difficult situation in a calm, rational manner? Yeah, it'll probably take some practice. Need to teach yourself some grand, mystical cosmic lesson to get to the next dimension? Huh?
HOW DO I GET INTO MY HEART?
Get out of your head and ego - and there is no place left to go. Well OK,
it is a matter of discipline. Do spot checks on yourself. A few times in
the day, ask yourself ‘Am I in my head or my heart?’ If you see that
you’re thinking about what to do – stop, take a deep breath and move into
your heart. Ask yourself what you would like to be doing in that moment?
What would make your heart sing and not sink? Then do it. Or at least put
the steps into motion to start doing it.
Whatever you do, don't think. Just stop thinking. Thinking is bad
Yeah, thre are times when you need to go with your heart. But to completely disengage brain...bad idea.
HOW DO I LEARN TO LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY?
Be aware every time you criticize, judge or condemn anyone, including
yourself. And stop doing it. Apply the discipline necessary to demand from
yourself, a positive, loving outlook. Never let yourself get away with a
negative thought. You may like to look at the following possibilities.
‘Everyone is doing the best they can, with the data they have at hand’.
‘Everyone on the planet is helping everyone else.’
Yes, that's it. Lie to yourself. Never criticize anything, ever. Cause all criticism is absolutely detrimental. Oh, and it requires that you think, which you're not supposed to be doing anyway.
WHO WILL SHOW ME THE WAY?
You are shown signs in the everyday events of your life. All you need to
do is be in the present moment in order to see them. If you are ‘spaced
out’ or too ‘grounded,’ you can miss what is happening in front of you.
There are no leaders. The process of ascension requires a regaining of
inner mastery. For this reason, you are encouraged to seek your own inner
truth and be your own leader. Remember the Wizard of Oz and ‘follow the
yellow brick road’? The answers are found within.
We are all equal. If you understand this, you will not feel called to hand
your power over to guru’s and leaders who we think are better than us.
Often through a lack of self-confidence, we hand our power to someone we
believe may be helping. In this way, we hope that at least then we will be
helping. Handing our power over can be as simple as adoring a photo of
someone and ‘thinking’ your energy in their direction. Be aware of the
links you make – some are not what they seem to be!! Your first inner gut
reaction shows you.
Yeah, yeah, more "If it feels right..."
HOW DO I ENSURE I AM CONNECTED TO HIGHEST LIGHT?
Decrees can be used to assist for this. To ensure you are aligned to
Highest Light, do the following: -
"By Divine Decree, In the Name of God, I invoke the Sacred Violet Flame,
to transmute in this moment - every thought, link, alliance, connection or
allegiance to any negative Being, energy or object - that I have made -
knowingly or unknowingly - in this Universe, where this is not in
accordance with - the Highest Source of All Creation and the Divine Plan
for Earth.
I AM’ now fully aligned in all my lower and higher bodies to - the Highest
Source of All Creation.
I give permission under Universal Law, for any and all sacred codes and
mathematical programs that I am responsible for, that I carry, have
carried or will carry, to be brought NOW into a state of purity in
accordance with Divine Order and to be held in such a state forever, in
accordance with Divine Higher Will. So Be It. It is done." You will need
to say it 3 times.
The easiest way to stay free of non-optimum connections is…. never doubt
your ability to know what is right for you.
All I can say to this is that I'm moving on before I go into a diabetic coma from reading it.
DO I NEED TO BE ABLE TO CHANNEL?
Everyone is a channel of Light and healing in some form. Regarding
channeling specific material from the ascended realms, if this was a part
of your agreement then, ego aside, becoming a channel will resonate with
you. If all the planet’s billions of people were meant to channel as a
pre-requisite to ascension, we might be here for another 26,000-year
cycle! If you are meant to channel, then you will already be trained for
it (as were all Light workers for their particular jobs), so you won’t need
to go somewhere to ‘learn to channel.’ Although channeling appears to
have some glamor attached to it, it is just another job. It doesn't’t mean
someone is more evolved or special. If channeling is addressed with
humility, surrender and service, then a high level of truth can be brought
through. If these qualities are not present, channeling can be distorted
as it is filters through the lower bodies. Because there was no original
agreement made with the higher realms, people who channel from an ego
desire, often encourage lower dimensional beings who profess to be from
higher dimensions. We all ultimately learn the value of following what
truly resonates in our heart to do. Therein lies the joy.
ditto.
HOW DO I ACT AS A MASTER WHEN I FEEL LIKE A VICTIM?
Stop feeling like a victim. What is left is the alternative - a Master.
It's that simple, folks. If you've endured trauma, there's no recovery process. Just stop feeling like a victimized and everything will be jim-dandy.
But how do you stop feeling like a victim? Oh, however feels right, don't think about it, let your heart tell you how.
HOW DO I RECOGNIZE MIS-INFORMATION?
If you feel something isn’t right, it isn’t! Trust your inherent ability
to distinguish the difference.
Nothing is more reliable than your own inner guidance. Trust it with all
your heart and soul. Be your own counsel. If you perceive a negative
energy, you don’t need to also decide that this energy is good or bad,
right or wrong. That is a third dimensional belief pattern of judgment.
The goal of negative energy is to further people away from source. As a
Light worker, this would not be a goal you would align with, so you may
choose to withdraw your support, energy and power from this activity.
However, you don’t also need to withdraw your unconditional love.
‘Unconditional’ means just that. It doesn't’t mean ‘I will only love you if
you work with positive energy and do things that I think are right!’
If anyone can make sense of this, let me know.
WHEN WILL I ASCEND?
This occurs when it is completely right in Divine Order. You don’t get
whisked out of here at an inappropriate moment. It is not something that
is done to you! Ascension is a do-it-yourself affair. You go when you are
ready. For ascension to occur you will have completed what you came to
Earth to do. Any dense energies in your emotional and mental bodies will
have been transmuted into a higher frequency. You will be in balance. Your
outlook will be one of joy, harmony and peace. You will not still be
making statements like ‘When the heck do I get out of here!’ and ‘I hope
this is my last physical incarnation!’ Your desire to leave will be equal
to your desire to remain. When all this is in order, you may find yourself
ascending with your Twin Flame and heading for the ‘completion of mission’
banquet!?
Completion of mission banquet? Woohoo, I'm ready let's go right now....when do I get the heck outta here...oh, damn, I just negated my own ascension...
SO WHAT DO I NEED TO DO?
Be yourself. This means LET GO of everything that is not YOU - all the
barriers you have erected, all the beliefs, justifications, criticisms,
judgments, negative thoughts, unwanted emotions, the ‘shoulds, needs and
musts’ and the effort you put into controlling your life.
The idea of letting go or surrendering control can bring up fear in us.
But there is nothing to fear. You don’t lose your identity and become
absorbed into some great unknown! Surrendering means you are more in tune
with the consciousness of the universe. This helps you act with a deep
understanding of what is best for whole Self. The real you – Spirit - has
a caring, love and depth of compassion that goes far beyond what you
experience though your emotional body. Surrendering brings an ease and joy
to life that will make you wonder why you didn’t do it earlier.
All you need to do is stop thinking.
AND IN A WORD!
Intuition. (inner- tuition)
WHEN YOU LET GO AND LET GOD –
You are - giving the best help possible; completing your agreements;
balancing your karma; merging with your I Am Presence; integrating or
creating your Lightbody; becoming the God qualities you have chosen to
reflect on Earth; transmuting any dense energies in your lower bodies;
resuming your power, wisdom, abilities and mastery; passing or exchanging
any necessary codes to people or places; receiving highest guidance;
experiencing a stunning sequence of synchronicities; on your ascension
path; connecting with the right people; attracting the signs to show you
the way; in the right place at the right time; merging closer with your
Twin Flame; experiencing situations optimum for your learning; aware you
have the abilities and powers you need in any given moment; positive,
confident, aware, wise, loving, compassionate, understanding,
non-judgmental and centred; regaining your multi-dimensional awareness;
completing your contract; moving into inner joy; fun, excitement,
fulfillment and love; trusting yourself and the absolute perfection and
magnificence of the process of Divine Order -
WHEN YOU LET GO AND LET GOD
Huh????
Ascension Symptoms
how do you know you're "ascending"?
Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or in
intense energy; feeling stress. Remember, you are
adjusting to a higher vibration and you will
eventually adjust. Old patterns, behaviors and
beliefs are also being pushed to the surface. There
is a lot going on inside of you!
Everyone feels stress. Hmm...guess we're all ascending, like it or not.
A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you
are; a loss of a sense of place. You are not in 3D
anymore, as you have moved or in the process of
moving into the higher realms.
Never bother to consider that disorientation can be a warning of other things, mental, emotional and medical.
Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts
of your body. You are purifying and releasing
blocked energy vibrating at 3D while you are
vibrating in a higher dimension.
Again, nevermind that there could be medical issues causing this.
Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. As you
progress, waking at 5 a.m. Much is going on in your
dream state. You can't be there for long lengths of
time and need a break. This is also the "cleansing
and releasing" hour.
Oh, ok...so those who wake up at 5am are more advanced than those who wake beetween 2 and 4. Gotcha.
Memory loss. Difficulty accessing words. A great
abundance of short term memory loss and only vague
remembrances of your past. You are in more than one
dimension at a time, and going back and forth as
part of the transition (you are experiencing a
"disconnect"). Also, your past is part of the Old,
and the Old is forever gone. Being in the Now is
the way of the New World!
Yes, please do encourage people to regard memory loss as a good thing, and not a potential sign of medical problems. it's one thing for something to slip your mind on occasion, but "A great
abundance of short term memory loss and only vague remembrances of your past." needs to be discussed with a freakin' doctor.
"Seeing" and "hearing" things. You are experiencing
different dimenions as you transition, all according
to how sensitive you are and how you are wired.
Perfectly commonplace for some people, but potentially a sign of something severely wrong for some people.
Loss of identity. You try to access the Old you,
but it is no longer there. You may not know who you
are looking at in the mirror! You have cleared much
of your old patterns and are now embodying much more
light and a simpler, more purified divine you. All
is in order....you're OK.
Potential sign of mental health issues.
Feeling "out of body". You may feel as though
someone is talking, but it is not you. Our bodies
are the last to catch up and are not in the same
place as the rest of us. In addition, this
phenomenon can also occur as it is our natural
defense mechanism of survival when we are under
acute stress or feeling traumatized or out of
control. Your body is going through a lot and you
may not want to be in it. At one point, my ascension
guide told me that this was a way of easing the
transition process, and that I did not need to
experience what my body was going through.
Another potential sign of serious mental health issues.
Periods of deep sleeping. You are resting from all
the acclimating and are integrating, as well as
building up for the next phase.
And sometimes you're just really tired. Or it could be a sign of depression.
Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings.
Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and
various other stimulations are barely tolerable. You
also overwhelm very easily and become easily
overstimulated. You are tuning up! Know that this
will eventually pass.
Or you might be sensory defensive.
Dizziness, loss of balance, back and neck pain,
ringing in the ears, "gritty" eyes, blurred vision
(very common), insomnia, and heart palpitations with
difficulty breathing (also very common).
Headaches.
Crying about anything, whether wonderful or sad.
A multitude of symptoms that can be indicative of a dizzying (no pun intended) array of physical and mental issues.
Not remembering the meaning of anything. When I was
in an intense period of the transitional process and
we were in the throws of a substantial energy thrust
into the higher realms, I remember looking at a
trashcan and not knowing what it was for. I had to
access my memory of the "old" and reach far. What
was happening was that I was vibrating at a point
where everything only possesses the meaning and
identity that we give it. In the higher realms,
energy is just energy with no label or meaning. All
is fresh and new. Sort of a Course In Miracles
undoing process, without the "trying".
Here with the loss of memory again. Seriously folks.
Difficulty in remembering what you did or who you
talked to a day or sometimes just an hour before. In
the higher realms, reality is very much in the
moment. If we do not hold something in our
consciousness, it simply ceases to exist. We have no
attachments. We are creating our own world around us
through our beliefs and thoughts and what we do not
"hold onto" does not exist. Everything is brand new
as we are starting completely over, moment to
moment. We can tap into whatever we choose to at any
moment and create and experience just that. This
state comes and goes, but is practice for living in
the higher realms. It can feel a bit creepy when it
occurs.
Good grief, more loss of memory. Since when did this become a GOOD thing?
You don't feel like doing anything. You are in a
rest period, "rebooting". Your body knows what it
needs. In addition, when you begin reaching the
higher realms, "doing" and "making things happen"
becomes obsolete as the New energies support the
feminine of basking, receiving, creating, self-care
and nurturing. Ask the Universe to "bring" you what
you want while you are enjoying yourself and having
fun!
whaaaaaaat?
An intolerance for lower vibrational things (of the
3D) reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal
structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally
make you feel “sick” inside. You are in a higher
vibration and your energies are no longer in
alignment. You are being "pushed" to move
forward.....to "be" and create the New. In addition,
you may feel like staying home or just being alone
as much of everything "out there" no longer matches
the higher vibration of YOU.
I have a great intolerance for this list. Guess I exist at a higher level than it does.
A loss of desire for food. Your body is adjusting to
a new, higher state of being. Also, part of you does
not want to be here anymore in the Old.
more potential medical or mental issues here.
A sudden disappearance of friends, activities,
habits, jobs and residences. You are evolving beyond
what you used to be, and these people and
surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New
will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better!
Because you've fucking alienated them all with your "doing whatever feels right" and exhibiting signs of thirty-seven different medical and psychological conditions at the same blasted time but insisting that they're all "symptoms of ascension." you wanted this, didn't you?
You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore.
When you try to do your usual routine and
activities, it feels downright awful. Same as above.
I absolutely cannot continue to read this list. But somehow...I...will...go...on....
Days of extreme fatigue. Your body is losing density
and going through intense restructuring.
Is the medical community aware of this sort of thing? Restructuring? How are these peple supposed to go to the doctor for proper medical treatment after "restructuring" and "losing density"?
Oh, wait...they don't have to go to the doctor because there's nothing wrong. Ever.
A need to eat often along with what feels like
attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain (especially
in the abdominal area). A craving for protein. You
are requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this
ascension process. Weight gain with an inability to
loose it no matter what you do is one of the most
typical experiences. Trust that your body knows what
it is doing.
(Note: The body seems to need this extra weight for
processing and holding these New higher vibrations.
In addition, the liver goes on overdrive as it is
rapidly processing and detoxing. An overtaxed liver
can lead to abdominal weight gain and frequent
waking around 3 a.m. (the liver hour in oriental
medicine). Liver supports that can be helpful are
milk thistle, casual walks, breathing and trusting
in the future.)
And don't bother worrying that you might be hypoglycemic or diabetic. Or that it could be caused by that total lack of desire for food. Oh, and if you've gained eight lately but can't lose it, don't worry...it's ok. Cravings for protein have no relation whatsoever to low blood sugar.
Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping. Our
emotions are our outlet for release, and we are
releasing a lot.
There's no possibility that you might just be having a sucky day week.
A wanting to go Home, as if everything is OVER and
you don't belong here anymore. We are returning to
Source. Everything IS over. (But many of us are
staying to experience and create the New World).
Also, our old plans for coming have been completed.
No, this doesn't sound potentially suicidal at all...
Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing
a mental illness of some sort. You are rapidly
experiencing several dimensions and greatly opening.
Much is available to you now. You are just not used
to it. Your awareness has been heightened and your
barriers are gone. This will pass and you will
eventually feel very at Home like you have never
felt before, as Home is now here.
Anxiety and panic and feelings of hysteria. Your ego
is losing much of itself and is afraid. It may feel
as if everything is ending (most of everything
is!).Your system is also on overload. Things are
happening to you that you may not understand. You
are also losing behavior patterns of a lower
vibration that you developed for survival in 3D.
This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless.
These patterns and behaviors you are losing are not
needed in the higher realms. This will pass and you
will eventually feel so much love, safety and unity.
Just wait!
Depression. The outer world may not be in alignment
with the New, higher vibrational you. It doesn't
feel so good out there. You are also releasing
lower, darker energies and you are "seeing" through
them. Hang in there!
No...none of these are ever to be taken as any indication that there might be something seriously wrong that needs to be discussed with a member of the mental health profession.
Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams. You are
releasing many, many lifetimes of lower vibrational
energy. Many are now reporting that they are
experiencing beautiful dreams. Your dream state will
eventually improve and you will enjoy it again.
Some experience this releasing while awake. My
mother commented one day that she believed I was
having nightmares in the daytime!
not much to comment on the subject of dreams.
Night sweats and hot flashes. Your body is
"heating" up as it burns off residue.
more potential symptoms of medical issues.
Your plans suddenly change in mid-stream and go in a
completely different direction. Your soul is
balancing out your energy. It usually feels GREAT in
this new direction, as your soul knows more than you
do! It is breaking your “rut” choices and vibration.
and sometimes it just happens.
You have created a situation that seems like your
worst nightmare, with many “worst nightmare” aspects
to it. Your soul is guiding you into “stretching”
into aspects of yourself where you were lacking, or
into “toning down” aspects where you had an 3
overabundance. Your energy is just balancing itself.
Finding your way to peace through this situation is
the test you have set up for yourself. This is YOUR
journey, and your soul would not have set it up if
you weren't ready. You are the one who finds your
way out and you will. Looking back, you will have
gratitude for the experience and be a different
person.
I know, and I know that there are plenty of other people reading this that know that all kinds of wacky things happen as a result of intense spiritual/religious experience, but to look at many of the things on this list and just chalk them up to signs of "evolving to a higher dimension" or...whatever... without consideration to other possible causes is stupid at best.
Thee may be some folks reading this who have been following my LJ for a while and wondering about me and my own advice. Yes, I can pull a small list of issues from this that were the exact issues that prompted me to start seeing a therapist myself...and alarger list of issues appearing on the list that have been discussed thus far.
There are also a couple of physical issues that I have experienced listed here which I have discussed with doctors in the past and determined that nothing is particularly wrong with me. For example, I know when my blood sugar drops...it's usually a result of me not eating for 8, 12 hours or more...if I'm not hungry, I just don't eat. Simple equation.
So no, I'm not just being a woo-woo floof bat and not taking my own advice.
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Date: 2008-01-08 09:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-01-08 10:58 am (UTC)Next time someone has heart palpitations, I will tell them to not worry, they are just ascending.
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Date: 2008-01-08 10:59 am (UTC)Uh, no, but I am going through peri-menopause....
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Date: 2008-01-08 02:56 pm (UTC)I work at holistic health fairs where this stuff goes on all the time. I keep telling people, SEE A DOCTOR. Mental or physical. The brain is an organ that can get diseased as well as a liver. Sigh... It is hard when your reality is your brain which is ......
Take care of yourself. Loved your fire dance at Trillium.
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Date: 2008-01-08 04:15 pm (UTC)