Really Though...

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...I'm ok. Frustrated, confused and not sure what the hell I'm supposed to do wth myself here. But I'm ok. I've thought more than once about walking away from, just saying "nevermind". But unless there's a much better reason for that- and I don't see any- I'm not going to. I like him. And I don't want to end this only to have the same thing happen again sometime down the line. All I know is that I don't have a clue what I'm doing or what I should do.


I start counseling next Wednesday.