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May. 24th, 2005 04:51 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badstarYou guys wouldn't believe what I'm listening to right now...Dammit, I'm listening to Alabama. (Oddly enough, I do occasionally like some country music.) One of their songs ALWAYS makes me cry..instantly, no matter what...that's Angels Among Us, which was Alex's favorite song....I wasn't listening to that. I usually just can't. Dammit, 8 and a half years and it's still too much...it still feels like last week. My best friend died in 1997...it's not something that you just get over...but am I holding on to too much?
The other song is 18 Wheeler...which sometimes makes me cry. It always makes me think of my father. When the song came out, my parents were still together, and my father has aways been a truck driver. He used to play it all the time when he was home. Why don't I just stop listening to it? I don't know, I just like it.
The other song is 18 Wheeler...which sometimes makes me cry. It always makes me think of my father. When the song came out, my parents were still together, and my father has aways been a truck driver. He used to play it all the time when he was home. Why don't I just stop listening to it? I don't know, I just like it.
