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Nov. 25th, 2007 10:30 amI am ok with who I am and what I am.
I am not ok with a lot of the things that got me to where I am.
I had a perfectly fine night until a conversation about college turned meandered into stuff about my family. A little bit after it was over, I just started feeling like nothing has ever stopped and I've never gotten away from it. I had a perfectly absurd and utterly useless conversation with my mother. I may have had a nightmare after I went to sleep but I don't remember. I know I woke up a few times while it was still dark out, and then I overslept my alarm.
As a result of this, I did not get to finish a Lampteria ritual outline...but have it with me to take to the grove and plan to finish it up today.
Speaking of which...off to the grove.
I am not ok with a lot of the things that got me to where I am.
I had a perfectly fine night until a conversation about college turned meandered into stuff about my family. A little bit after it was over, I just started feeling like nothing has ever stopped and I've never gotten away from it. I had a perfectly absurd and utterly useless conversation with my mother. I may have had a nightmare after I went to sleep but I don't remember. I know I woke up a few times while it was still dark out, and then I overslept my alarm.
As a result of this, I did not get to finish a Lampteria ritual outline...but have it with me to take to the grove and plan to finish it up today.
Speaking of which...off to the grove.
