Long-ass post on religion in the last year. (Strictly factual, no Wooooo stuff.)

So...I've been thinking.

Yeah, I know. Don't do that, it always leads to trouble. Oh well, too late, what's done is done.

Religion. Yeah, I know I haven't written much about that in several months. Not that it hasn't been on my mind...it has, constantly. It never leaves. (Well, maybe it does for a few minutes when...oh nevermind, y'all don't want to hear me bitch about how frustrated I get when something gets stuck in my teeth and I can't get it out and don't have a toothbrush handy or a toothpick or dental floss and OMG I really hate raspberry seeds sometimes...uh, yeah :-P)

Anyways. So it's recently occurred to me that the grove's Lughnassagh ritual is this weekend. No, I lie, I knew that for a while now, but what's just occurred to me is that the next ritual after that is the fall equinox.

I've had myself in a kind of limbo with grove involvement for quite a while now. ( Cut because reading this will take almost as long )

Ye, gads it's been crazy. I still don't have it all figured out, but I'm a lot more okay with things than I have been in a while.

And if I can manage to get it in before I leave the office, there might be another post on the woo filter to save those who don't care to read such things from rolling their eyes right out of their heads.

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Gah, looking back at some of my older LJ entries while I was writing that last one...

February 20th sure was a crazy day...

http://fuego.livejournal.com/2008/02/20/

(That was the day that it really hit me that I needed to drop the CTP, but before I decided to switch to the IP. Reading over my entries from that day is still a little painful. While I was still floating in nowhere and feeling like I'd just lost myself. I also realize just now, though I know that I was thinking about it at all at the time, but that same day, sannion posted his "My Apollon" which was just astounding and cutting and amazing all at once, and may just be a coincidence but it seems a little bit too much that something like that would get posted when I was having a day like that