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[badstar]

Infatuation is a crazy thing.

We haven't spoken in 4 years, but I see a picture and damned if my stomach doesn't get tied up in knots like it was five minutes ago that we almost missed each other on the escalators in Penn Station in New York.

Stupid losing contact.

I mean, if we hadn't lost contact, we'd have eventually dated. And in time, his slight flakiness- the only flaw I ever found in him, would have driven me mad and I'd have ended up hating him. This way, he can be nearly perfect in my mind forever, right?

I'm just gonna tell myself that. In an hour, I'll forget him again.

Yeah, that's it.

Comments

[sayvandalay.livejournal.com]

Oh good. :) I hate to think of you sitting there pining for someone who'd just end up annoying you to death anyway. Hehe

[fuego.livejournal.com]

oh, gawds no!!

if i ever get that pathetic, someone please shoot me.

[needa.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but it's sometimes nice to indulge in a bittersweet melancholy, thinking about things like that. I know I've got a few just like it, too, where we both knew.... *shudder*