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Oct. 24th, 2007 08:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badstarI have "You're So Vain" by Carly Simon stuck in my head. La la la clouds in my coffee, clouds in my coffee...
I started on my rewriting of the meditation essay. Woohoo.
I had a dream today that I moved back to Texas and went back to Southern Methodist. WTF? I've been having these every few weeks to every few months since I came to Maryland. I woke up in a very confused, melancholy mood. I'm not anymore, it passed by the time I was on my way to work. I might write more about it later, I might not. I'm not sure what I think of the train of thought that it set off...on one hand, some things make perfect sense, on the other, it just seems like I'm trying to rationalize the way I feel about some things. And I can't help but thinking that underneath it all, there's this subtle but desperate wanting to run away from some things.
I'm gonna stop now, before I throw myself back into that mood.
I started on my rewriting of the meditation essay. Woohoo.
I had a dream today that I moved back to Texas and went back to Southern Methodist. WTF? I've been having these every few weeks to every few months since I came to Maryland. I woke up in a very confused, melancholy mood. I'm not anymore, it passed by the time I was on my way to work. I might write more about it later, I might not. I'm not sure what I think of the train of thought that it set off...on one hand, some things make perfect sense, on the other, it just seems like I'm trying to rationalize the way I feel about some things. And I can't help but thinking that underneath it all, there's this subtle but desperate wanting to run away from some things.
I'm gonna stop now, before I throw myself back into that mood.
