What I Need....
Jan. 29th, 2008 01:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badstarIt's been too long. I had plans for the night of the Lampteria ritual, but I just never did...I need the fire staff, some free space, a couple of bottles of lamp oil, a whole lotta water, and a night to just spin til I can't anymore. I need to hear the rushing flames and feel the contrast of heat and cold air on bare arms, and smell the burning oil, and feel my arms and shoulders hurting for a week....I need to exhaust myself. I need the clarity of that which immediately surrounds me and the fuzzy vague awareness of anything out of arm's immediate reach.
Oh, damn I just need the fire like I need air to breathe...
Hmmm...I guess the easiest way to arrange this is probably going to be to request to use the grove space and convince at least one other person to be there with me for safety. otherwise...who knows when I can do that next.
What I really need is to be surrounded by lots of other people spinning around a bonfire...but I'm going to Wellspring, so I won't be at PDF in May, that will have to wait til the fall- and I am absolutely determined to get there this fall.
Oh, damn I just need the fire like I need air to breathe...
Hmmm...I guess the easiest way to arrange this is probably going to be to request to use the grove space and convince at least one other person to be there with me for safety. otherwise...who knows when I can do that next.
What I really need is to be surrounded by lots of other people spinning around a bonfire...but I'm going to Wellspring, so I won't be at PDF in May, that will have to wait til the fall- and I am absolutely determined to get there this fall.
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Date: 2008-02-06 06:33 pm (UTC)