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I am just so generally irritated at the moment, between the coworker and lights thing, a stupid email that I got a few hours ago, wondering if the light rail isn't going to be ridiculously late again (I waited half an hour yesterday, instead of the train pulling up within a few minutes of me getting to the stop...and usually I'm getting there at the same time it is)

And then the last few days, there's a thought that keeps popping in and out of my mind. I know it's just worry, and a valid one, but the eye surgery thing....gah, I haven't even determined for 100% sure if I'll be getting it, but I'm having a hard time keeping the "Oh my god what if I go blind!!!!" thought out of my mind. It's been in the back of my mind for years but always as this remote possibility that I don't really worry about. Now, there's this small part of my brain that's almost devoted itself to this hypothetical terror...it's not exactly taking over my brain but it's far more present than I would like for it to be.

*grumble*

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[mydruid.livejournal.com]

I can understand your concern about the possible eye surgery...I had the same concerns. What ever you decide...it will be the right decision...you have to be comfortable with what you do. If you decide not to have it at this time, then now is not the right time. This is not a now or never situation...you will be making no committments when you go for the initial meeting..just listen, then take all the time you need to be comfortable...I know, I'm preaching to the choir...been there, done that...worked out well "for me"...