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I am not going to do anything crazy just yet.

for the moment, I am going to keep working on the CTP, but focus on the parts most of interest and relevance to me- divination, mythology, liturgy. That which I would be doing anyway won't be a waste of time, and if it turns out that I really am having a moment of insanity after all, I won't have set myself back unnecessarily.

One thing that's really keeping me from breaking this off is remembering a discussion taking place sometime back where chronarchy was talking about the idea of trained priests in the organization serving in different capacities, not everyone taking the same blanket list of duties.

I did say that I saw something temporary. Long-term, but temporary. I don't know if this is it, but it could be. Perhaps something will change somewhere, perhaps not. I'm not going to try and force myself to fit into what I've been trying to do, but I'm not going to completely abandon it- at least, not the parts that I know I will still use.

I'm going to stay with the organization at this point- hey, I can at least keep poking and prodding at the Hellenic kin. And I'm going to stick around the grove too.

The rest, I'll figure out.

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[verginiamus.livejournal.com]

Been reading your writings on ADF, clergy, etc. I think it is a natural process to go in one direction, wake up, and wonder what I am doing. Asking questions is a part of who we are. Also, clergy as I see it are supposed to ask questions and to doubt themselves.

ADF is still Celtic. To be a Hellenic or Roman clergy is difficult at best. It seems that these cultures are at odds with the Northern ones. But, I personally think I will stick around to make sure folks know that the Southern cultures exist and are vital tool.

I have no plans to be clergy, btw. Never felt any call from any diety.