Hmmmmm....

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At the suggestion of a few folks, I've taken a look at ADF's initiates program.

I said last night that I was planning to continue work on certain parts of the CTP, which were still relevant to me- all of these parts are included in the initiates program, and none of the parts that are not relevant. (And if anything were to change later, the work still applies to the CTP.)

I'm seriously considering that now. This is the subject matter that I am still sure that I need to be working on, and I still do like the way it's structured.

Yes, to a certain extent, I'm still hanging on to this. But I don't feel like I'm desperately clinging to something extraneous or detrimental because it's familiar. I'm reasonably sure that I'm looking at a vehicle for what I wanted/needed to be doing all along. There will always be imperfect details of course, but there are no whole sections that I'm looking at and going "WTF???" about.


This makes some sense.

And I can give up trying to read Walden. (Wait, what if this was all just a major ploy to quit trying to read that damned book????)

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fuck, you know what happens? I bet you jsut about anythign I could pick that book up now and read it no problem.