What's Next?

Why do I feel like i'm standing at perpetual crossroads? It seems like every minute I'm taking a new direction in something. And it might not be a bad thing. But I wish I could figure out what looms ahead...

My brain is reprocessing some of the events of the last few weeks...there are some things that i'm still not sure how to react to. Some of the smallest things are the most significant.

(Note to any of my friends in Baltimore...i'm not talking about any events or anything having to do with any of you guys...just personal internal/emotional stuff)

Tanner told me the other night that he had a feeling that something was going on and that I should get ahold of my mom...I talked to her this evening...he was right, they're thisclose to divorce again, this time it's pretty serious, I mean he went and made a HUGE business descision and commitment without telling her...it would involve him being away for a couple of years probably, working on a project that she doesn't like. And she only found out because she overheard him telling someone else about it. Apparently a lot of things are pretty concrete and she doesn't know how long this has been....

I'm going to paint my room before I go and get all my stuff back in PA....I'm thinking red and orange. Most of my stuff (of what I brought down) is in the house now...my clothes and last few other things, as well s myself will be there in a few days.

BBQ at Kathleen's Mom's house tomorrow! Well, today now...