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Sep. 20th, 2005
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Sep. 20th, 2005 11:02 amChocolate-covered blueberries.
The "chocolate" is some of the most unbelieveable dreck I've ever tasted. But the blueberry part is pretty good.
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meapet Curse your computer password...now I'm half tempted to make it my work machine password because I can't remember my own password anymore, nevermind that I've used it for 8 years now (as opposed to yours for just a few weeks)
The "chocolate" is some of the most unbelieveable dreck I've ever tasted. But the blueberry part is pretty good.
Oh...
meapet Curse your computer password...now I'm half tempted to make it my work machine password because I can't remember my own password anymore, nevermind that I've used it for 8 years now (as opposed to yours for just a few weeks)
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Sep. 20th, 2005 03:59 pmMom called me last night like, at midnight. Literally, I was laying down to go to sleep. I said as much, but we talked for about 10 minutes about nothing in particular....and then she mentioned it being Anthony's birthday today and suggested I "sneak in a call". My response was a muttered "No one ever sneaks in a call on my birthday"
Her response was that I never called them. ( It kinda went downhill quickly from there. )
Does this make me a bad person?
Then suddenly we break out with "...and like I said it's all for a reason, and if you're planning to serve ass clergy in some capacity, if you can learn to get past this and let it go, you can use it to help people..." And onto a good 15 minute of that. And finally she decided that it was ime for me to go to sleep and hung up.
About 15 minutes later, I called her back. I told her I wanted her to tell me what she meant when she said that I was different from the rest of the family. I told her that I tried to ask, but she didn't answer and started talking about something else. Her answer was "what, you don't know? You can't see it?"
Well duh, yes. I know. I'd be blind not to see it, but I wanted to hear exactly what SHE meant. So she launches into me dealing with things much better than everyone else. I'm more sensitive and emotional, and I don't just lash out in anger about things. I'm artistic and intelligent, and while Mike is fairly intelligent he doesn't use it, but she wishes that Chelle and Anthony had more brains, and none of them know how to relate to me, so they make fun of me and I walk away. They make fun of me and I stay "aloof" I get along better with my stepfather's family than my own family.
Hmm.
At this point, I didn't have the energy left to be a mess. But the other thing I wanted to know, I asked before i hung up...did she telll anyone else about me joining Cedarlight and all that? (I never said not to so...)
She told Mike (my stepfather) Oh yay. Apparently his reaction was "Hmm." and then saying somethign that she didn't remember, but wasn't bad. And he wants to see me. So they're coming down to visit in a few weeks.
Today I feel like I'm having every Monday I've ever lived in my life smashed into one Tuesday.
Her response was that I never called them. ( It kinda went downhill quickly from there. )
Does this make me a bad person?
Then suddenly we break out with "...and like I said it's all for a reason, and if you're planning to serve ass clergy in some capacity, if you can learn to get past this and let it go, you can use it to help people..." And onto a good 15 minute of that. And finally she decided that it was ime for me to go to sleep and hung up.
About 15 minutes later, I called her back. I told her I wanted her to tell me what she meant when she said that I was different from the rest of the family. I told her that I tried to ask, but she didn't answer and started talking about something else. Her answer was "what, you don't know? You can't see it?"
Well duh, yes. I know. I'd be blind not to see it, but I wanted to hear exactly what SHE meant. So she launches into me dealing with things much better than everyone else. I'm more sensitive and emotional, and I don't just lash out in anger about things. I'm artistic and intelligent, and while Mike is fairly intelligent he doesn't use it, but she wishes that Chelle and Anthony had more brains, and none of them know how to relate to me, so they make fun of me and I walk away. They make fun of me and I stay "aloof" I get along better with my stepfather's family than my own family.
Hmm.
At this point, I didn't have the energy left to be a mess. But the other thing I wanted to know, I asked before i hung up...did she telll anyone else about me joining Cedarlight and all that? (I never said not to so...)
She told Mike (my stepfather) Oh yay. Apparently his reaction was "Hmm." and then saying somethign that she didn't remember, but wasn't bad. And he wants to see me. So they're coming down to visit in a few weeks.
Today I feel like I'm having every Monday I've ever lived in my life smashed into one Tuesday.