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I hate this, but it's been a while since I've felt like this

Hopelessly, irrationally, incurably lonely. It'll pass in a few hours, or a few days at most. But it's like, the worst thing ever. I've always had periods of time like this since I was really little I remember being three years old an. It comes on usually for no particular reason. And then goes away on its own. And there's a really weird physical feeling that goes with it. I don't know how to describe it, other than...it's like somethign is covering my skin to insulate me from the world. And my stomach gets all in knots.


I don't know, I just want it to go away forever.

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[fuego.livejournal.com]

thanks. bleh...I know. but that's the thing...I *know* intellectually that it's going to go away, but I don't feel like it. So it doesn't help.

[nofate301.livejournal.com]

*snuggles*oh yea, i know that feeling