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I had another dream about Alex last night where I found out that she never died but refused to be friends with me, saying (as she does in every dream) that I go on as if she had died. Unlike previous times though, I didn't wake up feeling completely abandoned. I didn't even remember the dream until later on when I was telling Steph and Jesse about another dream (where another Grove member...Kat I *think* it was you, kept trying to steal my pen and book of invocations off of my altar. It was comically bizarre.) And then I refused to talk anymore about it, but it wouldn't go from my mind.

Why do I keep having these dreams about Alex?? They need to stop. It happens about once or twice a year, and they're REALLY upsetting.

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Yah, she was my best friend in high school. She died in February of our senior year. Since then I've had dreams every six months or so that I suddenly find out that she never died and when I try to talk to her, she tells me I should just keep going on as if she had died.

[fuego.livejournal.com]

as well as fairly depressing (though not as bad this time as they usually are) I'd be happy to not have such a dream again.