Alpha And Omega...
Apr. 1st, 2003 11:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badstarThis thing that my mother seems to see as some little piece of glass hanging around my neck isn't just that. It's much more than I can ever say. It's like a lost piece. I'm very attatched to it at this point in my life. I only take it off when I take a shower.
I used to wonder what was wrong with me because I would go to church or youth bible study groups, or Youth For Christ and I could never find it in me to believe what I thought I was supposed to believe. And then one day I gave up trying and some things clicked. And the world started to make a little more sense. It didn't take long for me to realize that I had found truth. And not only do I believe, but I *know*. I've seen it, felt it, touched it. It's concrete.
I've heard so many people say that questioning their beliefs or giving up their religion was the beginning of a long spiritual battle.
For me it was the end of one.
I used to wonder what was wrong with me because I would go to church or youth bible study groups, or Youth For Christ and I could never find it in me to believe what I thought I was supposed to believe. And then one day I gave up trying and some things clicked. And the world started to make a little more sense. It didn't take long for me to realize that I had found truth. And not only do I believe, but I *know*. I've seen it, felt it, touched it. It's concrete.
I've heard so many people say that questioning their beliefs or giving up their religion was the beginning of a long spiritual battle.
For me it was the end of one.
