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This work thing wouldn't be nearly so bad if it wasn't completely interrupting my learning. I'm not used to having to struggle with stuff to understand it. You show me what to do, you give me a diagram or a list of instructions, and I can do it. If I can't, it's not a given but there's a good chance that the problem <i>isn't</i> me. 

I can't do that right now and it frustrates the hell out of me.