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May. 3rd, 2007 08:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badstarInfatuation is a crazy thing.
We haven't spoken in 4 years, but I see a picture and damned if my stomach doesn't get tied up in knots like it was five minutes ago that we almost missed each other on the escalators in Penn Station in New York.
Stupid losing contact.
I mean, if we hadn't lost contact, we'd have eventually dated. And in time, his slight flakiness- the only flaw I ever found in him, would have driven me mad and I'd have ended up hating him. This way, he can be nearly perfect in my mind forever, right?
I'm just gonna tell myself that. In an hour, I'll forget him again.
Yeah, that's it.
We haven't spoken in 4 years, but I see a picture and damned if my stomach doesn't get tied up in knots like it was five minutes ago that we almost missed each other on the escalators in Penn Station in New York.
Stupid losing contact.
I mean, if we hadn't lost contact, we'd have eventually dated. And in time, his slight flakiness- the only flaw I ever found in him, would have driven me mad and I'd have ended up hating him. This way, he can be nearly perfect in my mind forever, right?
I'm just gonna tell myself that. In an hour, I'll forget him again.
Yeah, that's it.
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Date: 2007-05-04 01:19 am (UTC)The stinky thing is, we didn't lose contact. He *stopped* contact. I'll probably never know why. But like you said, at least this way he will always be wonderful in my eyes.
I hope he's doing well, I hope he's happy.