Really Though...

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...I'm ok. Frustrated, confused and not sure what the hell I'm supposed to do wth myself here. But I'm ok. I've thought more than once about walking away from, just saying "nevermind". But unless there's a much better reason for that- and I don't see any- I'm not going to. I like him. And I don't want to end this only to have the same thing happen again sometime down the line. All I know is that I don't have a clue what I'm doing or what I should do.


I start counseling next Wednesday.

Comments

[marilyth.livejournal.com]

Believe it or not, dispite generic code, I understand where you're coming from. I'm all about the frustrated, confused situation. Learning from it. Good luck with the counseling. I'm STILL trying to get an appt with a psychiatrist for an eval. Yeah, it's not as easy as it looks.

:)

[ex-means947.livejournal.com]

at least you're trying. I can't wait to get done with grad school before starting the whole panicky-anxiety-ridden-dating-game once more. (I'm going to fuck with my perception so that it's not *dating*; that will be part of my strategy, methinks).

So you *are* going to Kathleen's housewarming on Nov 29th, right? turns out I'll return from NY by then.