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badstarI hate watching a friend hurt and not being able to do anyhitng about it. It just shreds me inside.
My father went into the hospital Sunday with chest pain and his left arm alternating between shooting pain and numbness. Turned out to be 2 different things...high blood pressure and a torn rotator cuff. I found out that he went into the hospital Sunday yet, but it didn't even really occur to me til Monday to call. What's more, it doesn't bother me in the least bit that I didn't think to call til Monday. It also doesn't bother me that my father is that inconsequential to me. I probably should be much more bothered by this...but I'm not.
My father went into the hospital Sunday with chest pain and his left arm alternating between shooting pain and numbness. Turned out to be 2 different things...high blood pressure and a torn rotator cuff. I found out that he went into the hospital Sunday yet, but it didn't even really occur to me til Monday to call. What's more, it doesn't bother me in the least bit that I didn't think to call til Monday. It also doesn't bother me that my father is that inconsequential to me. I probably should be much more bothered by this...but I'm not.
