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Jul. 12th, 2008 05:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badstarAfter a couple of hours being unable to sleep, writing a loooooooong catchup email to a couple of friends that I barely talk to anymore, and as a result, a lot of thinking about the past few years, and like so often late, my thinking about the last seven or eight months...a song pops into my head. One that I used to listen to a lot, it was kinda depressing, but just so right for my life, Waiting For My Real Life To Begin by Colin Hay (lyrics here: http://fuego.livejournal.com/349508.html)
"Don't you understand?
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin."
This song has made me cry on more than one occasion, especially when combined with the longstanding feeling that something big is about to happen, that presque vu that I've written about before.
And then the realization several moths back that that feeling had been gone for some time, and all that's taken place in the last seven or eight months, well, I've said before, my life right now is not the same life I had in December 2007.
It dawns on me more and more from time to time...I don't think I'm waiting for my real life to begin anymore.
Okay, enough of this, I need to sleep....
"Don't you understand?
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin."
This song has made me cry on more than one occasion, especially when combined with the longstanding feeling that something big is about to happen, that presque vu that I've written about before.
And then the realization several moths back that that feeling had been gone for some time, and all that's taken place in the last seven or eight months, well, I've said before, my life right now is not the same life I had in December 2007.
It dawns on me more and more from time to time...I don't think I'm waiting for my real life to begin anymore.
Okay, enough of this, I need to sleep....
